Where is my head?

My head is so not in the game. I faced the music on Tuesday and it was 1.5 on. This I can cope with, the fact that yesterday went down the pan after I had committed to giving it a good go, annoys me massively.

There is just something about the sun that makes me want to be out enjoying myself and not slogging my guts out in a gym, so instead of the gym as I'd planned, we went for a walk. Not quite the same but something I suppose.

I ended up having a pint of cider last night, post walk (so worth 7 points) and a couple of Buffalo Burgers.

This would have been fine, had my lunch not have been far worse than I had imagined. A jacket spud with Tuna? 18 flipping points and not even worth one. Massively frustrating. I must be more prepared.

Once again, I am committing to doing better. I'm heading up North to the Parentals tonight, so that is always tricky, but I've committed to a long walk with my Mother tomorrow and I am going to take photos from here on in of everything that passes my lips. Might help me in the right direction.

Seriously, I've 14 weeks to make a difference so why the hell am I messing around??