Bad times

I knew it'd not be good - 2.5lbs on. Harumph. Even though I've been having problems the last couple of weeks, it's still disheartening to see the scales go up. I feel complete and utter frustration with myself and my body. Still, it's better than it could have been, after 9 days of constipation and 36 hours of dysentry, my body doesn't really know what's going on.

Still not feeling the best today, but I suppose that will stop me consoling myself with food. I could do with a few days in bed, but my colleague is on holiday this week and I would end up wracked with guilt if I didn't come into work. Far too conscientious me.

So I guess I need to just take it one day at a time. Food today is likely to stay limited while my stomach continues to cramp and Spinning tonight is not going to happen. Early night again I think.

I'm planning a bit of a wander at lunchtime as a consolation for lack of Spinning - if my tights will stay up that is. They seem to have this annoying habit of hanging around my knees, not such a good look and somewhat annoying! I've spent most of the morning trying to pull them back up without flashing too much of my nether regions. Attractive I can assure you.

Right then, off for a peppermint tea and to get on with some work. I know I said I'd try and be a bit more chipper today, but this is as good as it get's when I am in self pity mode. Sorry folks, I shall be smiley tomorrow....